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    September 20

    Shitty update!

    Hi everyone, thanks for thinking about me. I know I have been kinda offish with all of my friends,I don't mean to be, it's just everytime  I turn around it is somthing else,  and I end up just sticking to myself. I'm sorry. It is just my way of kinda dealing with crap. I always think about you guys though....So  here is my shitty update....After all these Dr. appts.  I go in on thursday to be told the masses on my lower spine are not tumors..yet......(are ya thinkin' bout that one??) ya me too....uhmmm, ok  not YET?  Nah...just fibromas..that have built up on my..(are ya ready) SCIATIC nerve.... so all the back pain, burning in my legs and the random falling on my ass from losing feeling in my legs is totally normal!!??? Ok  moving on  so as for the not YET junk...the only treatment is pain meds and monitoring....monitoring them till they become tumors...for which the couldn't operate on anyways because of all the nerves they would come in contact with and send into a frenzy and then i would end up with 10 tumors in it's place..yeehaw!  For those who don't know NF  simple term of it would be.......TRUE TO THE SLOGAN.... getting on my nerves....The defect in my cromosone 17 is that my body produces to much protien and OVER REPAIRS nerves and nerve endings...so pretty much what happens is where ever I have a nerve in my body(which is everywhere)  If a nerve somwhere gets kinda stressed, it will repair itself...but it won't stop....it will keep feeding into it which causes it to end up looking like a split hair but those split ends over repair and they grow spilt ends and those split ends grow split ends...and so on...and so on.  Till ya end up with a tumor..somwhere on your body....now trying to remove that tumor you would be agitating nerves around it which would cause THOSE nerves to over repair..blah blah blah...... now think of everywhere in your body you have nerves....brain, spine ,finger, toes ,eyes ,ears, EVERYWHERE...... SOoooo.........so the tumors are left alone because they really can't be operated on until they actually get so big and they are causing problems to neighboring organs, or have attached themselves to  your heart,or lungs..or wherever they want.....So that is NF........ and to continue with my update..........pain meds and my ass cheek randomly on fire for now.. I'm good.....Got to go to Cardioligist in Oct. and get to go see an Internist!! (kinda creepy name  Internist, makes ya think a pap aint all that bad..lol) Gonna check my organs...... Seriously thinking bout donating them...if they are in good condition I think I will donate them .  Been checking out Live donation..seems pretty amazing  that people are doing this....and being in me they will only get sick,so if they can be used.. go for it I think......OK  gonna go......let me know what ya think. been rambling abit, I'm tired    will definitly check back .......talk to you all soon.     Tammy
    P.S. Min, I miss ya dearly. Muah. 

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    Hey babe I am so sorry to hear the trouble your going through, sorry I have been kinda offish but I have been dealingwith alot myself... I am thinking of you and Jenn alot and hope your all doing well, I miss your two with all my heart and I am praying for you all everyday! take care and Love you dearly!!!!
     
     
    Mar. 12
    thinking of you...

    *~* :o) if you do not have a smile today... :o) I will give you one of mine... :o) *~*

    Jan. 28
    HEY HUN!!! IT HAS BEEN A WHILE AND I AM SO SORRY THAT YOUR HAVING A TOUGH TIME BUT I AM HERE WHEN EVER AND HOW EVERY YOU NEED ME TO BE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I AM ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU AND YOUR SISTER.... GIVE ME A CALL SOME TIME AND WE WILL HOOK UP ... KEEP YOUR HEAD UP HIGHT AND YOUR GOOD FRIENDS CLOSE TO YOUR HEART WE ARE ALL ROUTING FOR YOU AND KEEPING YOU IN OUR PRAYERS AND HEARTS.....
     
    XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
    LOVE YOU
    Jan. 28
    Sandrawrote:
    saw your link on Karin's space ...sorry you are suffering so much just now ...keep on fighting back !
    peace and blessings
    sandra
    Nov. 21
    hi, tammy had to drop by thinking of you allways sort of understand how you feel, we have been like that things get tougher when he finished treatment, but its living live on that knifes edge all the time you know exactly what i mean!!! hang in there and you know where we are, take care lots of love karen and harrison send you a big hug xxxxxxxxxxxxx
    Nov. 13
    sorry to hear things are not going good...

    :o) smiles are contagious...pass one to people that you love and those you don't... :o)

    Nov. 13
    mel jamiesonwrote:
    hey guys know what you are goiing threw hope all is going ok cant say well with all the stuff you have to do thinking about you call out if you want someone new to chat too always signed into msn here :) dean is doing well for now
    Sept. 25
    Sorry about everything you are going through. I miss you too so much!!I could be there for you if you would let me.
    Sept. 24

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